Sara to the Glenrose

well today was Sara's visit to the Glenrose to visit Sib research this is a program that watches the development of siblings of a child with Autism, to me this is always exciting because they tell me if Sara is on line or off line of where she should be and she is following the right development line, but i don't count this as truth until we hit after the 2 year mark as it is between 18months to 2 yrs old that the autism comes out, yes it is normally in boys but whe we already have 2 struggling you really have to worry and wonder but I am so happy that she is doing so awsome, she is so amazing too me, it is so neat to watch and see her growing up.... i just so love my kids

Kasha's home visit

our first home vist with Kasha of the year it is a little different to have 1 person come for both kids, i do miss seeing Katy and Heather but at the same point it makes my life a little simpler which is always nice

meeting the lady

so today we got to finally meet Arlene from Achieve, this is the company that is going to be doing the in home behaviour intervention with Dallin she seems like a really cool lady and that it is all going to be fine, his meeting has been set for Oct 15 and she said it is normally a month to get it going but she is going to push for a short time frame so not much longer before my life because just a little more crazy :) but I am excited to see how it will all work out

the end of the first week!

Well we have done 1 week of school, and man I was excited for it but it was a TON of work, I had to fight to get them dressed, fight to get the too eat, fight to get them too the van and after all that when they are at the school the run from the van to the schools doors cause they are so excited to be there as they love it some much, then the 2 hours comes to a end and instead of being excited to see me they are sad cause they have to go home and stop playing there is no win with them I know it will get better but man it made it a long week, too see what next week holds!

Happy birthday too me

WOW it is hard to think that i am 30, and have 3 kids and feeling crazy, this week has been crazy as it always seems this way because school starts and routines are all out of wack, my birthday wish would be that i have a easier day the last few days have been way hard, the kids have fought to go to school and then they have fought to come home, they are just not doing well with all the changes, they love school but they don't understand why the fun has to end and why they can't stay all day. And the whinning and the fighting it is killing me, please let me have the patience and understanding i need this week. Please help David to be able to move forward and get a n ew job so we can have a happier home as right now there is a lot of stress here, some may think we are doing good but with any marriage and with kids and with kids with disablities it gets tough on everything, but David knows it is time he just has to do it now so prayers to help him would be great because it would be helping us all :)I will continue to do updates backwards in the next and get some pictures up but i just wanted to give a little up date

first day of school

Today was the first day of school, so david took the day off to help me because i was not sure how the boys would do, other than getting the ready and feeding them it was a walk in the park, there was a few crying spots and Joshua's big problem was he was mad he didn't get to go into Dallin's class room but other than that he seemed fine, I am so excited for this year and too see the changes that are going to come I know that our Heavenly Father blesses us in many different ways, my new favortie song right now is by Paul Brandt, Didn't even see the dust, the chorus is really the best part too me right now, as it is totally how i feel ...shot gun everybody getting for the long rundont know where we're going but the out come comes with a little bit of trust lets go following whatever where the wind blows flying with our hands out of the window we didnt even see the dust
http://hif.cmcmusic.ca/go/hif/mp3/10339/D1_1/

Life right now is alot of trust for us, we try very hard to keep it as though we are doing good and we have no problems with this but it is tough for us we have our days where it is very much frustrating and sad, we all have dreams of what we think or what we want our kids too be and when those don't come through the way we think they should it is tough and then you have to find that balance again.And each time something new comes up it is a time to step back and look again, I love my kids and I love the things they teach me every day and i am so glad that my Heavenly Father thought he could trust me enough to have these kids at this time in my life, and I ask for the patience of others because sometimes i may not do everything you think i should be but there is reasons why i do things the way i do, it just takes time to see the world the way i do now with my kids :)I am so glad that we are where we are, I miss my Calgary all the time and my friends and family but we are here for a reason!!