Struggling

*I know I have not been most positive person as of late, but for me this is a palce for me to vent and say how I feel this trully....I want to look back one day and see the good and the bad because without the bad, we would never turlly know good! Thank you to those of you that trully do support me through the good and the bad!*

Struggling, yep I am trying so hard to be positive and find the place where we need to be. We knew we strongly we need to be in Edmonton, and now we are like why?

*The doctor we thought would fight for David is saying he is fine by WCB doctors but he is not!
  -is it rebounding heads? we have no clue he has done 2 weeks with no meds.....but I know he was better when he was off all the meds he is on now, that the doctors say will make him feel better....so many factors in this one, the medical world is no fun at all

*David's EI medical ran out as of the 30th of Oct. and his doctor will not sign him off more.
 -yes we can apply for regular EI and we still have our social assistance, not both roads we either enjoy but yet the help is there......just the pride and the desire to do it on our own is tough.
*David's has started Physical Therapy, it is starting to help a bit, she said his OA joint is completely blocked, she said it is like pushing on a 2by4 and it should be flexible.---so hopefully that will help.
 -I am hoping this starts working quick as he is only allowed so many covered and then it becomes out of pocket and well the pocket does not have enough....
*We are greatful for the place we did get because it got us out of the motel and moving forward a bit but:
  1. the area is horrible-already had things stolen from our yard
  2. the 1 neighbour we have (we are a end unit) is horrible, we have had to call the police on them about noise and we must keep our doors closed almost all the time as the do drugs and we can smell that which is hard because on the main floor that is the only window!

  3. church.....that is a whole another topic.....
*David is starting apply to schools which a AWSOME thing, the motivation to do something he able to do is totally coming together, this accident did a ton to him emotionally, the fact you cant proved for your family is a hard thing, but he is trying.
*We have also been actively looking for a job for him still, until he is able to get into school so we are able to get ourselves back on our feet and not depending on others to help us.
*financial burdens is no fun at all!