The Mousir Family: i am alive

Monday, July 18, 2011

i am alive

I know some of you might not know it is true but i am still alive, it has been a hard couple months but I am doing AMAZING! currently my mark in my English class is at a 69.3% which is GREAT as I only need a 65% to get into my program...only my English Patient final on Tues(tomorrow) and then a week from that I write my street car named desire final and then Thursday the 28th I write my final for the program...I am scared and nervous all at the same time, I know I can do this but it is been one of my hardest trails. my mom has come up for the month to help me and yes that has been a blessing and a struggle all at the same time, I love my mom but we live in 2 very different worlds, but I am so grateful for the help.

I am still not divorced, and as much as I want it tomorrow, I know when the time is right it will all happen. Some days are harder than others but I truly expect that because I did put so much of my time and energy into my marriage and now it is gone. but in the same breath I am glad for the second chance in life.

The kids are doing well....I will try to update a bit more a little later

Thinking of you all and missing being here more....one day life will be a little less crazy!

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Dallin is very strong boy, more pataince then I know many of us could have, with aids and therpasits he see it takes alot out of him, currently Dallin is doing homeschooling and loving it, Learning new things all the time, the Autism does make this hard at times but we are doing well at learning to work with the Autism vs curing it...Dallin is who he is and we love him....somedays I do wish more for him but at that same point he is AMAZING and I would want nothing different for him. He always has a smile or a hug for you on your down days which is a blessing as there has been may tears shead on the road we walk with him.

if I could bottle the energy that comes off Mr.Joshua, I would be RICH! I love him dearly but he is super hard to keep up with, he desires to learn more and more and more is also hard to keep up too he is a child that needs alot of stimulation and parent supports....the ADHD also helps with the fun, Joshua also has many sensory issues that is one thing we could hope they find more answers for one day. I love my Joshua so much he is quick to say I love you and run on his way....currently Joshua is in kindergraten with 7other kids and loving it, we are looking school for next year and seeing what is right for him.....

my Sara.......well she is going to be the one that might send me over the edge....she is so much FUN but a ton of work, she is into things the boys NEVER got into, he speech is still sort of off but man she can still talk a storm to the point where we both as off....will you ever stop talking? to which she will tell us no! she is a true girl and we are thankful for that in ways....she will look pretty in her dress and still kill ya! Sara is able to normally get along with most kids and with her siblings well which has been a blessing she takes care of my boys well, standing up for them when they themselves dont! Just a little girl with a lot of SPUNK!