The Mousir Family: Day 10 something you are afraid of

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Day 10 something you are afraid of

WOW this list could go on forever, I have alot of fears and as I get older and well learning more about things I have more anxiety issues than I think alot of people normally would.

probably the first thing sadly on my list is, I worry what people think to much, I hate being a reason people are upset or unhappy but learning to get over that one, but I am a person that NEEDS to know when I have done something people like ie: making a cake or a treat I love to know that they LOVED it!

I worry about my kids all the time, I want them to be happy and I don't want them picked on at school, part of the reason I am currently homeschooling as I know what it did to me as a kids, another reason that I have been struggling with them going to church and being picked on and I had that and I played the it is not bothering me card, and well years later it is still bugging something that have happened and still tend to happen.....why people don't get talking badly about people to there face and behind there back is NOT A COOL THING!

I am afraid of mice and most bugs but I think most women are.

I am also afraid of not being the wife I need to be to my husband I do love him dearly.....even the days I want to hang him up.....I do worry alot about him too, he has been through alot in the last 2 yrs since his accident at work.....I do hope things do get better for him one day soon!

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Dallin is very strong boy, more pataince then I know many of us could have, with aids and therpasits he see it takes alot out of him, currently Dallin is doing homeschooling and loving it, Learning new things all the time, the Autism does make this hard at times but we are doing well at learning to work with the Autism vs curing it...Dallin is who he is and we love him....somedays I do wish more for him but at that same point he is AMAZING and I would want nothing different for him. He always has a smile or a hug for you on your down days which is a blessing as there has been may tears shead on the road we walk with him.

if I could bottle the energy that comes off Mr.Joshua, I would be RICH! I love him dearly but he is super hard to keep up with, he desires to learn more and more and more is also hard to keep up too he is a child that needs alot of stimulation and parent supports....the ADHD also helps with the fun, Joshua also has many sensory issues that is one thing we could hope they find more answers for one day. I love my Joshua so much he is quick to say I love you and run on his way....currently Joshua is in kindergraten with 7other kids and loving it, we are looking school for next year and seeing what is right for him.....

my Sara.......well she is going to be the one that might send me over the edge....she is so much FUN but a ton of work, she is into things the boys NEVER got into, he speech is still sort of off but man she can still talk a storm to the point where we both as off....will you ever stop talking? to which she will tell us no! she is a true girl and we are thankful for that in ways....she will look pretty in her dress and still kill ya! Sara is able to normally get along with most kids and with her siblings well which has been a blessing she takes care of my boys well, standing up for them when they themselves dont! Just a little girl with a lot of SPUNK!