Tuesday, November 25, 2008

where or who do we fall too?

When the weight of the world bears down so strong
You leave footprints on the street
And there's too many miles to face
without a few more hours sleep
The storm clouds overhead won't shed
Any rain to quench your thirst
I wanna be the one you reach for first
When your faith is stretched so think
that you can see straight through your soul
And you can't find a nickel to buy a simle
'Cause your pockets all got holes
You wanna shut the door and hide
Before the day can get much worse
I wanna be the one you reach for first
Fall into me
My Arms are open wide and you don't have to say a word
'Cause I already see
That it's hard and you're scared and you're tired and it hurts
And I wanna be the one you reach for first
I wanna be the bottle
You've been drinking with your eyes
or the road you run away on
Youv'e been running all your life
The third row pew that you last knew
As a child in church
I wanna be the one you reach for first
Fallin into me
My arms are open wide and you don't have to say a word
'Cause I already see
That it's hard and you're scared and you're tired and it hurts
And I wanna be the one you reach for first
Before your turn the key
Before you fall asleep
Before your drift away to fight those demons
waiting for you in your dreams
Before your arms are stretched wide open
Before you're reaching for the sky
Before you're searching for direction
And all the answers to your why's
Fallin into me
Well, my arms are streched wide open, you don't have to say a word
Because I already see
That it's hard and you're scared and you're tired and I know it hurts
Yes, it's hard and you're scared and you're tired and it hurts
And I wanna be the one you reach for first
This song has just made me think alot, there is has been alot of times in this last bit that I have felt like I am being danggled from the edge of the clift and that one more thing would send me over the edge, I joke about going back to some of my old ways from years ago when it at that point it seemed to make things easier, but I know that would not solve anything, I know there trully is only one person to turn to and say I have had enough you I need help, I know that but does it always make it easier NO. I know that it seems like I only vent about life and how bad it is in my latley but this is a vent that needs to be had for ME because I am keeping alot of what I am going through inside and alot of this is just half what I am trully feeling because I don't want to upset people and make people think that I can't handle my own life, I can and I will it will just take some tears and some prayers from me and many others on my behalf, because it does take a viallge to make life work sometimes!
the lyric are from Sugarland
Album: love on the inside
song: fall into me

1 comment:

Lynn said...

Amen to your own words in red. You are STRONGER than you think. That is AWESOME! Hang on to your testimony with all your might. Sometimes, it's okay to hang on with your eyes shut too. : D